Life is so hard some days

Life really can be a trial. Today is one really rotten crappy day. Found out the car is gonna be kaput soon and we can't afford a new one - just paid this one off; Like, just paid it off a week ago. I'm so tired of money problems. It seems like this cloud of bad luck simply follows us around. Every time I think we've gotten a little bit ahead nope we are two steps farther behind. Enough please. I've prayed and prayed, hoped and had faith but sheesh isn't it time to test someone else? I'm emotionally exhausted. I'm sick all the time and I know its stress. So is Ralph. The stress is literally killing him. I hope to have him around for 5 more years but it's no longer something I expect as due course. his kidneys, his BP, his weight, his back all combined to take a very heavy toll on him. Today was my last day at work before my vacation too. Happy bleeping vacation to me.